Asheran sat on one of the stone bleachers in the stands and leant forward until his elbows touched his knees, studying the eggs below on the warm sands of the hatching cavern - or what of them he could see, anyway. When news of the clutch had spread like Thread throughout the Weyr, he had killed his excitement and focused on his craftwork, determined not to get caught up in daydreaming about dragons that might be his again. He had frozen in the dining hall as the news washed over him, and then he had resumed eating without any change to his demeanor, thinking distantly about the coming shipment of hides, and the younger apprentices he would have to marshal up to clean off the hanks of hair and globules of rancid fat. And he had resolved then to stay the course and focus on things he could change. If there was a dragon for him, it would have to work to earn him, not the other way around. He wouldn't go out of his way for some unhatched yolk in a shell that might not even ever crack. And that wasn't unkindness, it was just... He knew his own worth. It was inviolable, which was a word he had picked up in the Archives and worried between his teeth for hours, and liked the shape of now when he thought about it. Inviolable.
But as he sat there, very intensely quiet, he couldn't deny that there was a little excitement building in his chest again, too. There was one egg that he picked for a brown immediately, and another that would obviously hatch a bronze - he counted it twice before he realised that Foreth must have shifted it around on the sands. And then another that radiated caged power: bronze, he thought, and then hedged: or blue. And another, one that reminded him vaguely of the tanning vats: brown.
The one he couldn't figure out was the egg that looked like it was bleeding. He stared at it awhile, then decided if there were bets again this clutch in the barracks, he wouldn't put any marks to that one. He'd stick with safer bets now that he was broke again. And --
His lips thinned as he spotted the odd ghostly egg, thinking back on candlemarks spent in the Archives poring over unfathomable things like hydrology reports and seasonal temperature charts. It was just an artefact, he decided. Sometimes an egg sort of looked like a skull, and sometimes it looked like a dead dragonet. Like clouds. You'd see whatever you wanted to see in them if you looked hard enough.
He didn't brood on that sight for long, though. A brief glimpse of gold pulled his attention away, and he sat back, rubbing his neck. He hadn't really cared about the golds. The girls were all going wild, but he hadn't had a runner in that race. Alyx, though. She had Cremmie, sure, but she'd sit there in place of his folks when the time came, and he couldn't help but wonder if maybe - maybe one of those eggs were for her. He had the other egg, the blazing little one, already pegged. Of its future rider, if nothing else, he was certain.
He didn't call out to the gold on the sands. He didn't try to impress her with grand speeches or flattery. It didn't even occur to him. Instead, finally glancing at one of the other boys who had mustered in alongside him to stare at the eggs, he murmured:
"Which one's your favourite?"